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of rushed words and hushed thirsts
mellowman

the wave, the surge

Some call it love and some call it sex.
opposites.
Call it what you want, but with one touch and you’re gone, so call in sick.
Human politics, from whispered hushes and distant crushes.
Mental fits breakin’ pencil tips and
inkin’ brushes.
Simple rushes.
God makes man and this is the devil's finishing touches.
- Butterfly Effect -

alfresco

beat, rhythm
questions, answers

movements





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Thursday, January 12, 2017

Sometimes I think I want you back. But then flashes of what I've been through, and what my family has been through to show ourselves to you. And all of that is discounted.

My mom, she was worried sick over that. My dad was readily opening his heart to letting go of his daughter. Me? I gave you my all.

No, I'm not blaming you. I'm blaming myself. And I'm taking responsibility for it. So I'm trying to be better for my family, acting like nothing has scarred me.

I don't want you, not anymore. Because what you did was tearing the wrapper of a rare present and leaving its content behind. It has already exposed itself, and you went away after seeing it.

No, I don't want you.


♥ 6:06 PM