From today onwards, I am going to read and write. Yes I've been doing these things but not really. It's like the Nigahiga show where they whip up a dish to feed their crew but they didn't really cook, they just made stuff into food. That's what I've been doing. I've been writing shadows of what are supposed to be writings and reading without myself truly reading. I was just going through the motions.
The reason, I think, is pretty easy to pin down. I've been scared. It's strange but yeah. Write as you are and read as you are. Do not go through the charade of doing these things at your convenience. They are you. They should be the ones filling up most of your time.
So do it, okay? Do it with gusto and happiness and frustration through days that inspire you and days that crap on you. Do it with you in it.
Okay.
♥ 12:12 AM