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of rushed words and hushed thirsts
mellowman

the wave, the surge

Some call it love and some call it sex.
opposites.
Call it what you want, but with one touch and you’re gone, so call in sick.
Human politics, from whispered hushes and distant crushes.
Mental fits breakin’ pencil tips and
inkin’ brushes.
Simple rushes.
God makes man and this is the devil's finishing touches.
- Butterfly Effect -

alfresco

beat, rhythm
questions, answers

movements



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Wednesday, March 9, 2016

do you know why they bleed
because it used to be whiteblue when they looked up
or darkgrey
or yelloworange
and goldenblack

expansively honest
fearlessly truthful
peacefully humbling
enormously inspiring but

do you know why they bleed
because it used to bring life
drops of it, by the countless
it would pat their shelters

and feed the earth
it would bathe the trees

and flirt with the leaves
it would carry the streams

into the seas but

do you know why they bleed
because shrapnel hurts
especially when they were on their way to school
when they were harvesting their crops
or doing their yearly bookkeeping
cooking their supper gruel

especially when they were waving goodbye to daddy who was
out of the door in a hurry to
feed his family after he
gets home

but

he doesn't.

do you not know why they bleed
as silver and metal colour their eyes
when they look up to the skies
and it is not what they recognise
because death drops instead, by the countless yet

it falls with a clear measure
a hundred thousand bricks shake
fifty million souls taken
a dozen hundred families break
torn bruised brown green and beaten

do you still not know why they bleed
do you not see what they see
do you forget when they recall everything terribly vividly

because when they look up it is red
and pristine bones with dirt
and baked flesh flying off their neighbour's chest
lightly taken as desserts

do you know now why they bleed
because when they do, we simply breathe.


8:56 AM


Sunday, March 6, 2016

Knowing myself, what I've done and what I do; I don't know if I like it. And I'm pretty sure no one would want to like it as well. I'm doing a disservice to myself and to the people around me. But the worst thing is, I'm doing a great disservice to Allah.

I'm already losing things most important to me, please don't let it deteriorate.


5:48 AM