It's funny how I can't forgive myself for not having a clean slate as my past. It's illogical, because I know humans are created to learn from our mistakes, from our moments of weakness. But I can't get past it, I can't accept myself. Or I have, but as something undeserving of anything more. Because a mess should be cleaned and pieces that are broken shouldn't be kept, they should be thrown away.
So what do you do if you're that mess and that piece that's broken. How do you deal with something that should disappear in order for it to be fixed?
Ah, I wish I could disappear.
♥ 8:22 AM