Siapalah aku. Legit question, siapalah aku.
How am I here, Why, for What.
Ignore it, they say. Not worth it, you're stronger than this, you're strong so strong that's why you're tested this way.
I am thankful for the kind reminders, I truly am.

but deep inside I have long shattered into tiny pieces of tiny hearts that are too tiny
too too tiny to take this in.
scattered shards of scarred hearts and His words yet to be carved on
each little parts different levels of cuts and cards that
are needed to be punched hard
or soft for it to cross into
the surface down deep down into
the dearth that is untied and scrambled
and consuming obtuse so it protrudes and distributes
further into all depths of all cells and organelles
and so they recreate into a maze of unarmed shells
scanty skimpy waiting to be annihilated and burn
burn and burn.
it burns.

♥ 1:45 PM