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of rushed words and hushed thirsts
mellowman

the wave, the surge

Some call it love and some call it sex.
opposites.
Call it what you want, but with one touch and you’re gone, so call in sick.
Human politics, from whispered hushes and distant crushes.
Mental fits breakin’ pencil tips and
inkin’ brushes.
Simple rushes.
God makes man and this is the devil's finishing touches.
- Butterfly Effect -

alfresco

beat, rhythm
questions, answers

movements





brief traces

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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

For what its worth, I tried. I really tried.
My attempts to actually immerse myself in this, to embrace it as another part of myself, to laugh in the face of it all. I tried.
But I failed.
I am not up for this shit.
I am too inferior.
The glory that I brought was simply crushed by my own doings. The looks and jeers that will come, will they break me? Or will I have to put on a mask and fake my feelings? I've let far too many people down but do I really have to put myself through this in order to elevate others and fuck myself up?

Life is unfair. Cliched. Cheesy. Foolish.

But it's too true. So what do I do?

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